Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuhi wamaghfiratuhi waridhwanuh... Alhamdulillah, to change, I need determination, no hesitation just focus. Stop and stare at the sky, what do we see? Dark clouds. But beyond that pitch black clouds there are the stars, trillions of them shining, biidznillah. What we see usually is the way of the syaitan to derail us from the true path. What we don't see is something Allah azza wa jalla prepared for us and written for us in Luh Mahfuz, wallahualam. We tend to seize the see-able, why? It is easier to grasp. Meanwhile, the things beyond human sight and knowledge; the sustenance (rezki), reward (pahala), paradise (jannah) and everything beneficial, people tend to neglect it, why? They cannot see it. A simple and typical analogy. You have a brain, and you know you have a brain. But you can't see them. Still, you believe in the existence of the brain. For no other reason; FAITH (IMAN). We need to have faith...