Huzzreen Effendy a.k.a Huzz Endy

"Kudambakan cinta-Mu wahai Sang Pencinta Abadi. Setiap detik kusendiri, suara-suara halus bingit membisik ke dalam lunak hatiku. Hatiku gelisah mencari makna kehidupan yang Engkau berikan. Gelora di hatiku kian membadai jiwaku. Tika kesunyian memekakkan hatiku, tika kegelapan membutakan hatiku, tika itu diriku punah dibadai gempita. Suara-Mu mengisi ruang-ruang hatiku, tatkala aku tidur mahupun jaga, suara-Mu membisik kalbu." (H.E.) Assalamualaikum w.b.t.. My heart, my soul, and my body have been lost in a space darker than black , whereby the silence is even more deafening than noise, and of which the lost one's hope to get back is not to get back . Sometimes, most of the time, time   that He had given to me was wasted away. Hoping for the one I care to stay well, kills me. Too much of time was spent on that purpose of changing the unchangeable. A friend in need is a friend indeed. I may had lost some of it, friendship, and it may be the biggest portion of my lif...

Assalamualaikum and good evening my fellow bloggers and public. Let the story begin. To write love on her arms. The idea came by listening to a song by Helio  titled "To Write Love On Her Arms." Well, to be honest the song is kinda emo-ish , yet it is catchy , though. Thanks to #E (a super best friend of mine) for introducing this song to me. The song is about hope, "Whenever love fails, hope prevails." a favorite quote of mine.  I have been through hell throughout my life. all 34 relationships I got involved was a total mess. First love is the best (so they say), but first heartbreak can turn anyone dark (sound kinda Beautiful Creature-ish isn't it?). True story, though. I faced travesty in my last relationship with someone I barely knew. At first, my relationship with that monster was kinda fairytale, you know. Sooner later, it gets bumpy, and lots of potholes in our pavement, and then I realize, so does the monster, this relation was a total...

I should make a movie out of this Okay, this in fact the hardest thing I ever did. Let's go. Assalamualaikum and greetings to my most loyal readers. The details I'm about to tell is worth focusing on. Okay, let's begin . In all my previous entries, they were more to a regrets I was facing. From the total alienation to my band's separation. The real problem were not them. The problem is me. First of all, the initiation of my university livelihood were misinterpreted by the demon inside me. The voices telling me that I am not okay. In fact, I am in my almost perfect condition. The whispers, the apparition, the nightmares, the phantom pains, the undying regrets, the absence of emotion, it were all the images of the rage of storm inside me. They haunts into every inch of me.  Then, my so-called band, The One Third. The early foundation of my band predates my university life. In fact, it was in my college years back in Penang Matri...

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Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuhi wamaghfiratuhi waridhwanuh... Alhamdulillah, to change, I need determination, no hesitation just focus. Stop and stare at the sky, what do we see? Dark clouds. But beyond that pitch black clouds there are the stars, trillions of them shining, biidznillah. What we see usually is the way of the syaitan to derail us from the true path. What we don't see is something Allah azza wa jalla prepared for us and written for us in Luh Mahfuz, wallahualam. We tend to seize the see-able, why? It is easier to grasp. Meanwhile, the things beyond human sight and knowledge; the sustenance (rezki), reward (pahala), paradise (jannah) and everything beneficial, people tend to neglect it, why? They cannot see it. A simple and typical analogy. You have a brain, and you know you have a brain. But you can't see them. Still, you believe in the existence of the brain. For no other reason; FAITH (IMAN). We need to have faith...