Huzzreen Effendy a.k.a Huzz Endy

I should make a movie out of this Okay, this in fact the hardest thing I ever did. Let's go. Assalamualaikum and greetings to my most loyal readers. The details I'm about to tell is worth focusing on. Okay, let's begin . In all my previous entries, they were more to a regrets I was facing. From the total alienation to my band's separation. The real problem were not them. The problem is me. First of all, the initiation of my university livelihood were misinterpreted by the demon inside me. The voices telling me that I am not okay. In fact, I am in my almost perfect condition. The whispers, the apparition, the nightmares, the phantom pains, the undying regrets, the absence of emotion, it were all the images of the rage of storm inside me. They haunts into every inch of me.  Then, my so-called band, The One Third. The early foundation of my band predates my university life. In fact, it was in my college years back in Penang Matri...

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Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuhi wamaghfiratuhi waridhwanuh... Alhamdulillah, to change, I need determination, no hesitation just focus. Stop and stare at the sky, what do we see? Dark clouds. But beyond that pitch black clouds there are the stars, trillions of them shining, biidznillah. What we see usually is the way of the syaitan to derail us from the true path. What we don't see is something Allah azza wa jalla prepared for us and written for us in Luh Mahfuz, wallahualam. We tend to seize the see-able, why? It is easier to grasp. Meanwhile, the things beyond human sight and knowledge; the sustenance (rezki), reward (pahala), paradise (jannah) and everything beneficial, people tend to neglect it, why? They cannot see it. A simple and typical analogy. You have a brain, and you know you have a brain. But you can't see them. Still, you believe in the existence of the brain. For no other reason; FAITH (IMAN). We need to have faith...

Assalamualaikum and warm greetings to all my friends. Alhamdulillah, it is a hectic week for me, the week is still on. But, still I manage to compensate it by having my awesome friends standing next to me. "Allah test His creation with the worst of test, before giving them the best of gift." I hold on tight to that words, because I have faith in Allah. Apart of being preoccupied with my never-ending revision and my business, as a student it is quite hard to manage my time. Meetings, study groups, selling stuff, positions in a some corporate-like organizations, it fills them gap of my free time into full time. Nonetheless, Sometime I become overly tired of it that I felt like to throw away my phone, tablet and laptop, and fly half way across the world, just to be save, stay with some native family in somewhat deep jungle, so that I could find peace and tranquility. Peace and tranquility cannot be found, it is earned, that is something I'd learnt. So, I decided to be ...

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Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh... Good Morning/Good Evening... ^_^ Dear readers, <3 First one may be the worst one, that is why we need second chances... ;) Alhamdulillahi rabbil a'lamin... ^_^ Friends come and go, so do girlfriends. Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala does not do that. He (Allah) stay with me every second, every minute, whenever I am sad He will give me good news, whenever I am happy He will give me a simple reminder... :) Allah knows me better that I myself. He sees me, whatever I am doing, He watches over me. He hears me, He listens to my complaints, He answer my questions in a better way than my friends would do. Allahu rabbana... :') AND, He had given me friends that reminds me of Him. Ya Allah I am thankful for the blessing you'd granted to me. (^^,) Alhamdulillah wa syukrillah... ^_^ In my previous posts, I'd told my readers about my life. How bad was it and how I felt being in a place where strangers stood around me. Fro...

Asssalamualaikum to my dearest loyal readers and a very good morning... ^_^ Indeed I had a pleasant days thanks to my friend. What should I be updating yahhh??? Honestly, I have no idea. =.=" Okay then, I think I should update on my point of view about the 4 letter word... L. O. V. E. :) LOVE: What do you know about love? How do you ever fall in love? Who is your first love? When is your anniversary? All these questions might be related to love, but the true question is: ARE YOUR READY TO BE LOVED, AND TO LOVE??? My First Love: I had a lover once, and she was my first love. That were the time when I was madly in love with her, I would anything for her. Then, I realised. This is just a feeling. It will fade away if she aren't the one. By the time, we grew apart, indeed, my feelings for her grew apart too. I can sense a gap between us. And reaching from down below pulling us apart. Then, I made the final call. I broke up with her. Why? I know, I wasn...