Huzzreen Effendy a.k.a Huzz Endy

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.  Dah lebih dua minggu cuti semester ni, tapi baru malam ni aku dapat cari ruang untuk update blog aku ni. Tebal dah habuk (uhuk uhuk). Sepanjang semester 5 yang lepas, banyak kenangan pahit dari kenangan yang manis. Time semester yang lepas lah persahabatan terputus, emosi terganggu, kena makan ubat baru, salah faham, fitnah dan banyak lagi. Tapi aku cuba kekal tabah, walaupun ada sekali, aku dah give up, tapi Allah bagi aku peluang kedua. Sebelum aku lupa, Waktu semester 5 tu jugak la, persahabatan tercipta, senyuman terukir, kasih tercipta, kesihatan kian baik, dan memori indah tercipta. Sememangnya, Allah tarik sesuatu dari kita, supaya Dia boleh bagi something yg lebih baik.  Ok, tu sekadar mukhadimah; pembuka kata... Aku nak kongsi cerita aku sepanjang dua minggu cuti ni... Aku sebagai sorang lelaki yang malas membaca, tak minat band yang ada jantan2 handsome, dan lack of motivation, tiba2 minat baca novel, 'jatuh cinta' denga...

"Kudambakan cinta-Mu wahai Sang Pencinta Abadi. Setiap detik kusendiri, suara-suara halus bingit membisik ke dalam lunak hatiku. Hatiku gelisah mencari makna kehidupan yang Engkau berikan. Gelora di hatiku kian membadai jiwaku. Tika kesunyian memekakkan hatiku, tika kegelapan membutakan hatiku, tika itu diriku punah dibadai gempita. Suara-Mu mengisi ruang-ruang hatiku, tatkala aku tidur mahupun jaga, suara-Mu membisik kalbu." (H.E.) Assalamualaikum w.b.t.. My heart, my soul, and my body have been lost in a space darker than black , whereby the silence is even more deafening than noise, and of which the lost one's hope to get back is not to get back . Sometimes, most of the time, time   that He had given to me was wasted away. Hoping for the one I care to stay well, kills me. Too much of time was spent on that purpose of changing the unchangeable. A friend in need is a friend indeed. I may had lost some of it, friendship, and it may be the biggest portion of my lif...

Assalamualaikum and good evening my fellow bloggers and public. Let the story begin. To write love on her arms. The idea came by listening to a song by Helio  titled "To Write Love On Her Arms." Well, to be honest the song is kinda emo-ish , yet it is catchy , though. Thanks to #E (a super best friend of mine) for introducing this song to me. The song is about hope, "Whenever love fails, hope prevails." a favorite quote of mine.  I have been through hell throughout my life. all 34 relationships I got involved was a total mess. First love is the best (so they say), but first heartbreak can turn anyone dark (sound kinda Beautiful Creature-ish isn't it?). True story, though. I faced travesty in my last relationship with someone I barely knew. At first, my relationship with that monster was kinda fairytale, you know. Sooner later, it gets bumpy, and lots of potholes in our pavement, and then I realize, so does the monster, this relation was a total...

I should make a movie out of this Okay, this in fact the hardest thing I ever did. Let's go. Assalamualaikum and greetings to my most loyal readers. The details I'm about to tell is worth focusing on. Okay, let's begin . In all my previous entries, they were more to a regrets I was facing. From the total alienation to my band's separation. The real problem were not them. The problem is me. First of all, the initiation of my university livelihood were misinterpreted by the demon inside me. The voices telling me that I am not okay. In fact, I am in my almost perfect condition. The whispers, the apparition, the nightmares, the phantom pains, the undying regrets, the absence of emotion, it were all the images of the rage of storm inside me. They haunts into every inch of me.  Then, my so-called band, The One Third. The early foundation of my band predates my university life. In fact, it was in my college years back in Penang Matri...

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Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuhi wamaghfiratuhi waridhwanuh... Alhamdulillah, to change, I need determination, no hesitation just focus. Stop and stare at the sky, what do we see? Dark clouds. But beyond that pitch black clouds there are the stars, trillions of them shining, biidznillah. What we see usually is the way of the syaitan to derail us from the true path. What we don't see is something Allah azza wa jalla prepared for us and written for us in Luh Mahfuz, wallahualam. We tend to seize the see-able, why? It is easier to grasp. Meanwhile, the things beyond human sight and knowledge; the sustenance (rezki), reward (pahala), paradise (jannah) and everything beneficial, people tend to neglect it, why? They cannot see it. A simple and typical analogy. You have a brain, and you know you have a brain. But you can't see them. Still, you believe in the existence of the brain. For no other reason; FAITH (IMAN). We need to have faith...

Assalamualaikum and warm greetings to all my friends. Alhamdulillah, it is a hectic week for me, the week is still on. But, still I manage to compensate it by having my awesome friends standing next to me. "Allah test His creation with the worst of test, before giving them the best of gift." I hold on tight to that words, because I have faith in Allah. Apart of being preoccupied with my never-ending revision and my business, as a student it is quite hard to manage my time. Meetings, study groups, selling stuff, positions in a some corporate-like organizations, it fills them gap of my free time into full time. Nonetheless, Sometime I become overly tired of it that I felt like to throw away my phone, tablet and laptop, and fly half way across the world, just to be save, stay with some native family in somewhat deep jungle, so that I could find peace and tranquility. Peace and tranquility cannot be found, it is earned, that is something I'd learnt. So, I decided to be ...

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Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh... Good Morning/Good Evening... ^_^ Dear readers, <3 First one may be the worst one, that is why we need second chances... ;) Alhamdulillahi rabbil a'lamin... ^_^ Friends come and go, so do girlfriends. Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala does not do that. He (Allah) stay with me every second, every minute, whenever I am sad He will give me good news, whenever I am happy He will give me a simple reminder... :) Allah knows me better that I myself. He sees me, whatever I am doing, He watches over me. He hears me, He listens to my complaints, He answer my questions in a better way than my friends would do. Allahu rabbana... :') AND, He had given me friends that reminds me of Him. Ya Allah I am thankful for the blessing you'd granted to me. (^^,) Alhamdulillah wa syukrillah... ^_^ In my previous posts, I'd told my readers about my life. How bad was it and how I felt being in a place where strangers stood around me. Fro...

Asssalamualaikum to my dearest loyal readers and a very good morning... ^_^ Indeed I had a pleasant days thanks to my friend. What should I be updating yahhh??? Honestly, I have no idea. =.=" Okay then, I think I should update on my point of view about the 4 letter word... L. O. V. E. :) LOVE: What do you know about love? How do you ever fall in love? Who is your first love? When is your anniversary? All these questions might be related to love, but the true question is: ARE YOUR READY TO BE LOVED, AND TO LOVE??? My First Love: I had a lover once, and she was my first love. That were the time when I was madly in love with her, I would anything for her. Then, I realised. This is just a feeling. It will fade away if she aren't the one. By the time, we grew apart, indeed, my feelings for her grew apart too. I can sense a gap between us. And reaching from down below pulling us apart. Then, I made the final call. I broke up with her. Why? I know, I wasn...

This pain I'm in takes every bit of my soul towards hopelessness, This cuts on my arms bleeds where every inch of them rots away, This hunger that I felt it won’t went away by just feeding myself a meal or two, This thirst won’t quench off just by drinking litres of water, This misery that I’ve been through everyday won’t perish in a blink of an eye, This tear streaming down my face it won’t dry off so easily, This hatred that engulfed me it won’t let me out from its realm,  Pain, cuts, hunger, thirst, misery, tear, and hatred seems to lingers around me,  Once, Allah had answered my prayer, He had given me the answer, I need someone to be love, Mortal love, After the love for Allah and his messenger, Another kind of love, Human, He gave me the confidence about this, Truth will be out, Truth… :) <3

Assalamualaikum readers and a very good morning from me. Here I am sitting in my country, Malaysia (Penang) waiting for miracles to happens... :3 You might be wondering, what kind of miracle? Am I gonna be a superhero or something? Superheroes? That is preposterous. These figures are just characters that were created to amuse little kids (maybe grown ups too, but mostly grown up... :p) Okay Okay... getting my head straight. What am I facing? Nightmares... nahhh. Love... nahhh. I am actually have no clue on what I am facing right now (besides the result for the second semester examination is coming soon... VERY SOON... pray for me... ^_^). That is a long introduction... :3 Getting back on track ... :) What I like the most in this world beside my friends, family and movies...? Music (anything related to it) People that know me for quite some time will ask this; Them : What instrument do you play? Me : (My answer...) I play nothing... :3 Them : Then, what do you do aren...

Assalamualaikum world!!!  Please! No judging yeah... ^_^ I simply greet all Muslims and Non-muslims with a phrase of which its meaning is misunderstood by some people. Assalamualaikum means, "May peace be upon you." It mean no harm. ^_^ Okay, anyway, my post this very evening on the 13th of Ramadhan 1434 Hijri isn't related to any of what I've just written before. Today, on the 22nd of July 2013 , I want to share a little bit about friendship. ^_^ Friends, what we know about them? Almost nothing, except if your friends think that you are worthy over their dirty little secrets. Friend = Kawan = Amigo = Amico = Tomodachi ^_^ I will tell you about my friend (Call him Q ). Oh, He's my best friend alright... :3 Criteria of a Best friend (From my point of view): 1. Can tolerate your change in emotion. 2. Your brain seems to be connected somehow. 3. Think together beyond what others can. 4. When all of the sudden the impossibilities seems possible. 5. Pr...

Your Mother... Who should I give my love to? My respect and my honor to Who  should I pay  good mind to? After Allah And Rasulullah Comes your mother Who next?Your mother Who next?Your mother And then your father Cause who used to hold you And clean you  and clothes  you Who used to feed you? And always be with you When you were sick Stay  up all night Holding you tight That's right no other My mother Who should I take good care of? Giving all my love Who should I think most of? After Allah And Rasulullah Comes your mother Who next?Your mother Who next?Your mother And then your father Cause who used to hear you Before you could talk Who used to hold you? Before you could walk And when you fell who picked you up Clean your cut No one but your mother My mother Who should I stay right close to? Listen  most to Never say no to Afer Allah And Rasulullah Comes your mother Who next?Your mother Who next?Your mot...

The day is brighter than before, The night shimmer from the other, But for your tiniest smile my dear, I felt helpless to see such wonder. I was once belong in the gully, I was an outcast and lonely, But your little smile mesmerized me, No more monsters can hunt me. I was once lost in in a never ending jungle, I had lost my hope in surviving I'm feeble, But suddenly in the darkest hopes I saw a girl, Her beauty is like no other just like an angel. Just when all my hopes seem to be perish, You come by and whisper, "You just have to wish", I was numb and a little bit childish, But all you say is "Wish". I am tired of begging for attention, When all my action got no reaction, I am not that great with all that fashion, They caused me in this great frustration. I found you my friend and you are different, You gave me hope and inspiration, My wish is that we could be more than friend, You are my friend and my flower of no scent . ~~~THE ...

My daily routine on the 27th of February 2013 was as usual. Right after class my 5 hours leisure time will be spent on Facebook, 2 hours on Youtube, and another 1 hour on Twitter. As I was browsing through videos on Youtube, my eyes immediately spotted an interesting video by an Acapella cover artist, Mike Tompkins, it was a video made for a movie Pitch Perfect, my instinct told me to try and watch that movie, so I did. Once I watched it, the movie was mind-blowing, inspiring and so hopeful. So, I became obsessed with this movie and I watched it almost everyday up to this day.  Right after I watched that movie, I become obsessed with the song Titanium by David Guetta. The song is so much about me. I sang that song in the toilet, in my room and almost anywhere I'm at. Memorized it. Understood it. Loved it. :D...  I love to sing, any song, any genre, as long as it does fit my soul. My likes don't fit others, so what? I am who I am. No matter how...

This is a story of my life... 12th of April, 1993: On the evening of that particular day, I was brought onto the face of the Earth, specifically in Penang, Malaysia. I started my existence at 3.55 p.m. local time.  1993 - 1997: Starting from that day, I grew up in a small village in a town named Jelutong. My early childhood begins in that village. I lived in that village for 4 years, it was filled with bitter sweet memories. I don't remember much about that village. Towards  the end of 1997, My family and I, along with my aunt moved to a new town of Teluk Kumbar. We lived in a flat house which is about 470 square feet, with two rooms, hall and one bathroom. Still, I don't remember much about that place, since that I was only 4 years old. In this town, I met my first best friend named Fauzi. 1998: My mother starts to teach me math and some other subjects. I don't know much what she had thought. From time to time, I begin to catch up. I can coun...

WARNING!!! THIS ENTRY CONTAIN NO PICTURE AND IT IS ALL ABOUT ME ... IF BORED, WITH ALL DO RESPECT... LEAVE!!! Where should I start??? Here we go... I sing, I scream, I sketch... Why should I care about what others have to say?!!! Although I am a Forensics Science student, I am full of art :p... I wrote songs for my own pleasure, I don't mind if people wants to critic my art work (it'll make me a better person) but I hate people who insult my work (being a fake )... Now... I have bunch of social site accounts: Facebook Twitter Myspace Hi5 Friendster Tagged And others... I also have a Youtube Channel , where I'd posted my videos of me singing my songs... One of my needs are pursuing career in Forensics... But my want is to be an artist... I would like to form a band and it seems hopeless as for now... As for now I'd written 29 songs of my own and 6 are my friend's... Besides songs I write poems as well......

So... my first semester in the university is going toward an end... bitter sweet... ups and downs... I faced it all... So far I found lots and lots of great friends and few arch enemy... Here's my life in the university so far... Greatest moments: Huge Pizza for two... My friend to the left and the sleepyhead is me... My greatest moments are getting a roommate after a month of longing for a roommate... I felt so alone in my dorm room with no one to talk too and no friends just to fooling around with... after about 3 weeks he and I became roommates, a new addition to the 'family' was made... two roommates... YIPPIE!!! Other than my roommates, I have someone special in my life after breaking up with her about 2 years ago... she is the same girl... she is my first true love... Alhamdulillah!! enough of my greatest moments... NOW.... People change, wounds heal, scars fade.... That is my principle... Crappy moments... I devastated the most during ...